Such an unlucky day for me.

I feel like I am mountain that going to explode real soon.
Super upset with him
Sometimes I feel like isit a mistake that we end up getting married ?
Seriously.
As you guys know that ytd was our special day for us.
For him , I dont know but for me . Ytd was the first time, I experienced one year anniversary. But everything seems to be a normal day for me . Is just a text & a fb status that he wishes us one year anniversary. No present nothing.
Reached home around evening . & ytd night he still old me that today he gonna take half day off to accompany his friend as his friend is having some relationship problem. I was . quite. upset. already.
& today he called me & told me that he is going malaysia with his frien as his friend wanted to go malaysia to relax . When I heard that, I'm quite upset cause if he enter malaysia he could not contact with him , in another words, I will be missing him badly.
Then slowly my anger strikes me . I was thinking why he can take leave to accompany his friend but why can't he take half day leave to actually accompany me ?
Even if no present or what, at least we can go out walkwalk or something , even stay at home I will also be very happy .
As usual, quarrel strikes in .
He was saying that because of me , making him losing his friend .
I was like wtf. It is his work that doesnt allow him to meet his friend not my problem !
He is seriously making me super angry .
FUck it okay