loveemotions-karyl

In th beginning , you made me know what's love.
as time passed by , you made me realized how horrible love is .
You gave me strength to carry on ,
You gave me hope to start afresh
You gave me everything that i lacked off.
You made me smile like last time
You made me laugh from the bottom of my heart.
And , You made me cried from the bottom of my soul.
I started to realize everything . bad things came out ,
but , this does not stopped me from loving you.
It was my fault and it was your fault too.
You felt so empty ,Cold and blue So stressed out and so confused.
Th door has always been open .
All th while , i have avoided to walk towards the door .
Because i thought everything would be fine ,after awhile .
Things went even worst.
Darling , you know ,to walk through that door,to forget,
would be my last act of submission carried out in your name.
But , there's no other choice .
So I walkedthrough that door, and Ileft my shroud of naiveteon the hanger nearby
that is cluttered with other such hypocrisy.
After i've choose this decision,my heart starts going insane,
my heart keeps tearing .i know my heart is punishing me now.
Bygones , Everything has over but my heart is still not over you yet.
My heart still pounding energetic whenever i saw your name and your pictures.
You used my feelings
For your foolish game
Named love.
I know a lot of things , i can't change anymore .
but , will you miss me ?or will you keep living you life just like nothing ever occurred ?
will i be just a bad memory of the past ,
a freak like you who couldn't take it any longer,
Or will you remember me with joy in the soul?
You were the dream of my life, but that wasn't really true.
It showed up to be something else;You weren't like all the others.
You were considered a freak,But this didn't matter to me.
I still loved you like nothing else in this world.
I said i loved you ,darling.and gave you my heart. we keep on doubting each other love.
i can't blame you .I don't know what else can i say ,my love.
i know this language well .was it the words of love i spoke ?
or was it the words i didnt tell? maybe , i failed to make you trust and understands me.
Don't look back , Just hugg me tight , give me a peck on my forehead
and whisper to my ears and said ' iloveyou' for the very last time before you go.
Iloveyou,i'll miss you.