Hey ,
Went to admiralty park for cross country .
very boring laa.
10 plus , dismissed .
Say byebye to connie , walked to th nearest bus stop .
Then , while waiting for th bus .
i saw one of my schoolmate fell down and twisted her ankle . oh my ,
she was like so in painn , and her fren is likeee , so worry and anxious .
&& ii stunned -.- then donno whatto do .
then her frenn waved to mi and asked mi to come thr help them .
thenn i ran thr, her fren asked mi to help her find teacher .
then ii lazy run nah , ii called miss mathhew . she didnt pick up . ==
so called xinhui , then told miss matthew everything .
Then after hung up , told her fren that teacher will be comming soon.
Then she still likee , er . very worry ? ran to th port thr find teachers.
Awhile later , some teachers came and help .
As ii can't help much . so went back to th bus stop thr and see loh .
while standing thr and watch what they are doing , i was like quite envy&pity her.
Firstly , she twisted her ankle and she cried painfully.
Secondly , ii envy her because she got a good fren.
ii really can feel that her fren very sad also .
th feelin , ii really cant explain out .
But , th way her fren does , really makes mi jealous.
What if , im th one who fell down and twisted my ankle and cried in pain .
will my friends be thr also ?
Penny of thoughts fills in my mind .
Those feeling is soo hard to explain out .
This year wasn't a good year for me , i guess.
Many things went wrong .
And , ii didnt prediict that those bad thing are those very serious one.
Things werent go in th way ii wanted.
Everything just go out of control .
Th more days ii stay in school , th more fear ii got .
i felt that ,school aren't as fun as ii used to think of .
Maybe , ii shld have just close all my windows ,close my doors ,
close my eyes and tink .
think ,why everything have change .
but , ii can't .
Because . Even if ii tink of th reason already , so what ?
she won't be th same already .
I won't blame anyone that make us cold war.
ii only blame myself & ourself that ,we didnt manage to built those strong
friendship that what others can .
3 years . Long yet weak.
Imissyou,gal.
if tears could build a stairway on memories alone,
we'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again.
Nevermind , ii still can endure .
but , Relationship,Family & studies .
All went wrong.
I will always love him,I just won't love the way he treated me.
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