Good evening , peeps.
Well , it was a tiring day for me .
Woke up late , almost late for school.
But , lucky. my hse was infront of school . hah.
Everything was boring lahs , including all lesson.
Im trying my best to forcus on my studies,
but th most ii only can forcus awhile only . how ?
Sigh , ii don't know how to do already .
Nebermind , ii know ii can push everything away
& just forcus on my N level .
nothing bothers me anymore ,
Since ii can't get what ii want .
I won't go look for it already , im so tired already .
Sian-ed.
After school , got dance practice .
Was quite guitly that ii can't be able to help out
in my own classroom , paiseh ar ,miss lin ;x
While praticing , Kane suddenly faint ?
Omfg . awhile later , his mother came & fetch him .
& connie,audrey& me went to roadside there
look for cab .
Awwww, so worry about kane . Hope you're alright ! :(
After that , walked home . guess what ii saw.
ii saw songka under my block .
Death things appear in my mind again .
I not trying to seek any attention lahs ,
im those kind of people , got any feelin in my mind ,
ii wanna share with my frens .
So Audrey&Connie keep hearing ii talk about Death death death.
hahahaha . is like , Chinese New year is in th corner already ,
& 3 songka near my block . is a signal for me ?
Hais , My back pain again .
Noones seems to care about me .
Hais , Nbm lahs . get used of being alone already .
All ii can do is talk infront of my com & my booster.
If one day , ii really gone already .
will you all still rmb me ?
Haaas, sian lohs . nowdays alot of peopl tio cancer.
if hor , ii really tio . ii won't go do treatment one .
ii just wanna spend my very last breath with my precious
family, friends . and wait until my hair slowly slowly drops off.
& eyes slowly close with a smile .
Haas /
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